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Sunday, May 31, 2009

outbreaks of pimples around my nose area

went to the expo food festival or whatever name u wish to call
crowded as expected

i feel exhausted
i feel that the pace of my life is getting faster

tomorrow is monday once again
guess what
i'm feeling E-M-O again

life totally suck
i can't find a single thing that makes me worth living
yet i do not have the courage to die
what nonsense
don't worry i'm not dying

i've yet to earn my first million dollars
i've yet to travel around the world
i've yet to find a ideal job
i've yet to find my "him"
i've yet to buy my first LV bag
i've yet to buy my own car

with so many "yet to"
how can i die

but if can die peacefully
maybe it's worth a try
who knows maybe i will be a better person in my next life
pretty and smart
rich
lucky
everyone loves me
happy family
good husband

human is afraid of dying for a reason
they do not know the feeling of death and what will happen after that
uncertainty. that's the word

i've got nothing more to say
haters, i shall end here today

xoxo イゼンー at 11:27 PM.
pessimistic life,
pessimistic world.

悲しい世界.
悲しい人生.
そんなの人生は自分自身も嫌い.
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huii zhennn. 22.
working full time.
studying part time.
pessimistic in nature.

she loves Liverpool FC, especially Fernando Torres.
she loves Super Junior but has got no time for them.
black is her favourite colour.
nothing in this world can make her happy if she wants to be sad.
she has not found any happiness yet, and she doesn't think she will find one.
her greatest wish is to see her family and friends happy.
and also..she hopes that GOD can be a lil fairer to her.

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